okays..lets come back to what happened on friday..i think..i only remebered that i need to blog about friday..umm...so..ah..tell ya what..i just restart..from the start..okays..so..
In the morning.... let's see..hey..multi-fonting is kinda nice..umm..woke up at 0545 beacause of my nerves...try playing a part solo when you just finished learning the song..but its not exactly solo..cause..my junior's flute got problem..cannot play loudly.. for some notes..that is..so 85% of the melody is played by me..haix..anyways..went 2 bathe..put on my school uniform..but that's when i realised must wear half band uniform..so scurried into it..and gobbled my breakfast...chiong to the flute and polished it for nothing..simply bored..then the bus came..so quickly closed the case and went go up the bus..and got stares by everybody...oh my gosh..i really cannot stand people staring at me..so weird..
in school... came down the bus and immediatly got stares..like i'm an alien from venus or something..anyways..decided against taking attendance..i look so ugly la..then went to the music room..thank goodness i'm not the first..then slowly..one by one..evrybody came..Joseph..some juniors that are like total strangers..Cassandra..Lyzel..Kimberly..Je Lynn..etc. so in the end..i persuaded cassandra to acompany me to the office to take..but don't have ler..which means i don't have to humiliate myself in class earlier than expected..ms tan chia chih came and unlocked the door and stuff and we tune and me n jia hui played some tribute and truimph part partly 2 vent our frustration..beacuse of the junior..or blur blur derx..call them move they stop..call them stop they move..Argh..then mr aw do whole band tune..and then off we go..sat in this real new min yang bus that stank of new leather..
at the Singapore School For The Visually Handicapped.. tune again..because the temperature different..metal expands and contract right..so that's the reason..was perfectly in tune..which was a miracle..then went in and stood for like erm.. 30 to 45 mins...which felt like 2 hours..to me..thank god is cool..if not i'll faint immediatly..anyways..finally our turn perform ler..then we're done..and we finally can sit down...oh yes..no offence to all choir members >>> read previous post...oh yes..impromtu reflection : i just realised that we're REAL lucky..some of them were born blind..while others are 3/4 blind..which means that they're likely to turn blind when they grow up..but the blind ones are the worse...i mean..they had never actually seen a thing in life..besides darkness...haix..packed up and went back to school..
In School... got forced by mr aw to take photographs..argh..how many times must i tell them that i'm not photogenic..argh..anyways..once we're done with that..we charged to the canteen...and ate..cause we're real hungry and stuff...then went back to class...then got bullyed by don teo..which i OBVIOUSLY don't care..he like don't know that i totally got used to his bullying and other people bullying me that it dosen't affect me at all..too bad don..then helped ms alicia ang to continue playing cause she had to go...lol..and then...played stress with xz..which after awhile..got no mood...and i was practically roasted already..so damn warm...the polo tee is very thick..and its black..and the fan don't seem to be working...then watched jetaime do 'magic' and don KOH was like cannot believe that we're not cheating..haha..kinda like a sore loser..which i personally think he is..okay DENISE stop slamming people...DENISE SHUT UP!!! better not slam..gotta go..bye..
i'm losing me..apparently ALL the teachers want me to be the goody-two-shoes..also known as the guai kias..WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SEE THAT I'M NOT ONE!!!I CANNOT BE MOULDED!!!I AM WHO I AM...WHY MUST I BE A SWEETIE PIE WHEN I'M NOT!!!WHY CAN'T I JUST BE MYSELF !!??!! YOU EXPEXT ME TO BE LESS MEAN..SO YOU EXPECT ME TO BOOT LICK YOU..DO YOU..ARGH!!! I CAN' STAND IT ANYMORE..I CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE THIS STRICT SCHOOL WHERE EVERYBODY ARE JUST MELTED METAL..WAITING TO BE MOULDED!!!
